God I am so bad at this. It has been a while. Well, I am happy with my wonderful girlfriend and school is keeping me pretty busy. I don't even know if anyone even reads this anymore.
Day 3-Parents
So I have had over the recommended amount of parents in my life. Divorce happens and then you get two more. I am going to keep it at that.
My step-dad just moved out recently so it has been hard. I have been mad at my mom and I feel hurt because it didn't even take two weeks for her not to just move on but to also practically have her boy friend move in with us. When that started I tried telling her how I felt and she said some hurtful things back. I am trying not to take my anger out on her boyfriend though, he is a nice guy and makes her happy.
So yeah. That has all been recently. I am surprised I haven't been on my little therapy blog sooner :)
Any way....parents can be as bad as teenagers sometimes. I wish they weren't but it happens. I love mine but they know how to piss me off.
Later days.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
Finally Day 2
My crush....
I have had a lot of you during the years. Being single that long kinda makes it happen. I know some of you are married or engaged. Some I haven't seen for a while, some maybe not for years, but you are all still great people. Some of you are really better off as being my friends and I am so ok with that now. I dont have one of you at the moment im sorry. I found someone so i'm not crushing right now. Maybe in the future I will have more of you, we will just have to see. :)
Later days.
I have had a lot of you during the years. Being single that long kinda makes it happen. I know some of you are married or engaged. Some I haven't seen for a while, some maybe not for years, but you are all still great people. Some of you are really better off as being my friends and I am so ok with that now. I dont have one of you at the moment im sorry. I found someone so i'm not crushing right now. Maybe in the future I will have more of you, we will just have to see. :)
Later days.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
I know it wasn't the next day. I lied again. I might have a problem. Lets make this challenge a non consecutive one
i think that makes it better
Day 1-Bestfriend
I dont just have one of you. But you all know who you are. Wether I grope you all the time or don't. I still say I love you. Because I would do anything for you guys. I view you as family and you are so important to me. You guys were there when I needed you last term. And you are all just so damn awesome. And I will try to make a special effort to hangout with you guys all more often. I feel like I haven't recently and it doesn't feel good. You all brighten up my day more then I can say. And I will seriously be depressed when I don't see you all everyday. I love you guys so much.
Alright. Day one down. Later days. :)
i think that makes it better
Day 1-Bestfriend
I dont just have one of you. But you all know who you are. Wether I grope you all the time or don't. I still say I love you. Because I would do anything for you guys. I view you as family and you are so important to me. You guys were there when I needed you last term. And you are all just so damn awesome. And I will try to make a special effort to hangout with you guys all more often. I feel like I haven't recently and it doesn't feel good. You all brighten up my day more then I can say. And I will seriously be depressed when I don't see you all everyday. I love you guys so much.
Alright. Day one down. Later days. :)
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
30 day challenge
im going to do this letter challenge starting tomorrow. :)
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite Internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind — good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to , but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite Internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind — good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to , but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Welcome to the 21st fucking century....
So big news, Japan had an earthquake that measured around 8.5 and then the aftershocks averaged at about 7 or more. Its crazy. They are devastated and everyone is feeling it. I guess living on the west coast I know more people who are Japanese or more people who have friends that were over there. And the tsunami, holy hell. I know Japan will come back stronger and better then ever but its going to take some time. I just hope for the best. For all the people without homes, all the people who have family or friends that died. And for the people who have wet stuff. That last one wasn't really needed.
One of Japan's nuclear plants had a partial meltdown......maybe even more then that.
So the rain we have been getting is radiated as well as just being unusually heavy.
Why do I bring up the radiated rain?
Im glad I forced the question into your head :)
It is because I got my first kick-ass kiss in radiated rain. Thats right I am awesome and you can't top that.
Its not to say that I haven't ever been kissed before now. Its just this was my first "definitely awesome, loving it, and we are both into it and eachother" kind of kiss.
And she had a boyfriend at the time, but a few days later not so much.
I know, I know. "Well thats not right Tommy, why on earth would you let that happen?"
Answer: Because I did.
So lets move on. :)
I had a great time today: March 23, 2010
I went to a cool video game party, and then open mic night @ Clockworks (A cafe downtown)and then went to shari's for some late night breakfast and got home at around 1:42
And guess what, my brother is sitting in a detention cell in Juvenal Hall.
So yeah thats a great day turned into a not so great day.
Welcome to the 21st fucking Century.
Later days.
One of Japan's nuclear plants had a partial meltdown......maybe even more then that.
So the rain we have been getting is radiated as well as just being unusually heavy.
Why do I bring up the radiated rain?
Im glad I forced the question into your head :)
It is because I got my first kick-ass kiss in radiated rain. Thats right I am awesome and you can't top that.
Its not to say that I haven't ever been kissed before now. Its just this was my first "definitely awesome, loving it, and we are both into it and eachother" kind of kiss.
And she had a boyfriend at the time, but a few days later not so much.
I know, I know. "Well thats not right Tommy, why on earth would you let that happen?"
Answer: Because I did.
So lets move on. :)
I had a great time today: March 23, 2010
I went to a cool video game party, and then open mic night @ Clockworks (A cafe downtown)and then went to shari's for some late night breakfast and got home at around 1:42
And guess what, my brother is sitting in a detention cell in Juvenal Hall.
So yeah thats a great day turned into a not so great day.
Welcome to the 21st fucking Century.
Later days.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Today was a great day. I'm tired and have loads of homework, but it was great.
I got to see my friend Erin. I haven't seen her since fourth grade. And we talked, caught up. It was great. She totally made my day.
I still feel like there is something horrible going to happen, and I have for a while. Everything I felt before didn't go away when Chuckles left. It eased off a little but its mostly still there, and that makes me scared, really, really, scared.
Cat's mom had surgery on tuesday and I was really worried. I prayed for a safe surgery and nothing happened. I am so glad whatever i'm feeling and whatever is coming wasn't something to Cat's family. I only want the best for her and I will do anything to help her get that. You know, I can't imagine life without her in it, the thought seems sad. She is my favorite person in the world and not having her around would seriously make life horrible.
I'm glad today was a good one. And I am really thankful Erin and me got together after all these years. It seems like everyone from elementary school is suddenly popping back up. And i'm ok with it.
And the term is almost over, thank god for that. But I have work to do.
Later days.
I got to see my friend Erin. I haven't seen her since fourth grade. And we talked, caught up. It was great. She totally made my day.
I still feel like there is something horrible going to happen, and I have for a while. Everything I felt before didn't go away when Chuckles left. It eased off a little but its mostly still there, and that makes me scared, really, really, scared.
Cat's mom had surgery on tuesday and I was really worried. I prayed for a safe surgery and nothing happened. I am so glad whatever i'm feeling and whatever is coming wasn't something to Cat's family. I only want the best for her and I will do anything to help her get that. You know, I can't imagine life without her in it, the thought seems sad. She is my favorite person in the world and not having her around would seriously make life horrible.
I'm glad today was a good one. And I am really thankful Erin and me got together after all these years. It seems like everyone from elementary school is suddenly popping back up. And i'm ok with it.
And the term is almost over, thank god for that. But I have work to do.
Later days.
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