Today was a great day. I'm tired and have loads of homework, but it was great.
I got to see my friend Erin. I haven't seen her since fourth grade. And we talked, caught up. It was great. She totally made my day.
I still feel like there is something horrible going to happen, and I have for a while. Everything I felt before didn't go away when Chuckles left. It eased off a little but its mostly still there, and that makes me scared, really, really, scared.
Cat's mom had surgery on tuesday and I was really worried. I prayed for a safe surgery and nothing happened. I am so glad whatever i'm feeling and whatever is coming wasn't something to Cat's family. I only want the best for her and I will do anything to help her get that. You know, I can't imagine life without her in it, the thought seems sad. She is my favorite person in the world and not having her around would seriously make life horrible.
I'm glad today was a good one. And I am really thankful Erin and me got together after all these years. It seems like everyone from elementary school is suddenly popping back up. And i'm ok with it.
And the term is almost over, thank god for that. But I have work to do.

Later days.