If none of you have premonitions then you don't know what this feels like, mourning before a death happens, preparing yourself. I feel something coming, and it probably isn't good since I can't remember my dreams. At all. That is weird for me and usually means premonitions. I hate it sometimes,most of the time its about meeting people or being someplace new and important.
But recently I can feel something bad coming, death, disaster, change that isnt good. I feel like im drowning, like I can't take a breathe. I know it will pass but after Chuckles' death surprised me like that im worried about what is left, and who it might happen to. I haven't slept well for weeks, only a couple good nights in the last month in a half. And my mom feels it too.
And in 2009 i said that 2010 would be bad but that 2011 would be different then that, harsher. I even found an old word doc that I wrote that all down on.
Im going to try and get some sleep
Later days.
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