And its rain......again.

So its a monday. I got to wake up a little late and then go to school until later in the afternoon, and now I get to work until tomorrow morning.
It rained all day today. not just rain but it felt like the water was waging war on all of us. It was a lot of rain. Most people hate the rain, but I like it. It softens all the other sounds in the world. Makes the whole day have a white noise background.
I kinda felt weird today. I was tired but not as tired as I have been. And I felt kinda sad I guess. I don't know why... I have felt like there is going to be more bad things happening and maybe since I haven't had good sleep and I cant remember my dreams I am working through whatever grief might be coming ahead of time.
It really sucks.
And on a different note.......a man with three......nevermind.

I kinda feel like I would really just like someone to hold, someone who would make me feel happier then I am. I am lonely, and I have been for a while. It sucks and I can't believe I let myself get used to it. :(
But hopefully that will change soon. :)

Later days mes amis.