A visit to Sacramento is looking like it might happen. At sometime.
I still feel like I need to get away, just escape for a while. I don't feel happy. And I feel so tired and depressed. I can't shake this off. And to tell you the truth I don't want to. I cant let the memories of Chuckles get blunt and unfocused. I know he is in a better place. I believe that the dream I had was more then that. But even though I got to say goodbye it is still just so hard. And its not fair that the world keeps spinning, that time keeps slipping farther and farther away from him.
There have only been a couple times these last few days that I felt happy, and they didn't stay as long as I would have liked. Karate has helped a bit. Its nice to be able to focus on my body and have my mind wrapped up in the moves and exercise.
Well I need to sleep.
Later days.
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