Two Weeks.

Its been two weeks tonight. And I have been a mess all day today. I was feeling down so I went on a walk and on my way home I broke down a little. And then I came home and Nate had a whole house full of people. And i just tuned out and chatted to people on facebook. And after I was done with dinner I got a call from my dad. He heard that I had a friend die and then he basically in a span of ten minutes told me to do whatever I felt I needed to do and then proceeded to dismiss all of my religious beliefs and the one time I really felt like he was there for me. He was telling me advice about getting through a friends death, but it was stuff I have already just gone through and it made me even more upset and made me relive a bit of these last couple weeks. So after a while I went on another walk and broke down even more. Today is just a bad day, other then games with Kyle, Mac and Micheal its just been depressing and hard.
Later days.